It comes and goes
February 8th, 2010 | Published in Personal
In the past, as far as friendships or relationships were concerned, I needed to understand everything: why I had a certain feeling, why it wasn’t working, etc. I used to be sure that a good relationship would stay this way forever. But last year taught me that everything can and will change, for the better or the worst.
Now I don’t need to understand things as much as I used to. It’s more important for me to draw a line between me and the rest of the world. I tend to be seriously affected by my friends’ life, and it’s bad for everybody.
Lots of things changed last year. I discovered new friends but also almost lost friendships I thought would never change.
I care a lot about people, I’m curious about them. I’m a social animal, but sometimes I need to realize that love is not as stable as I’d want it to be. And although I’ve loved people for a long time, I might still stop loving them for a while or forever. And it’s okay, it’s just life.